I’m starting to realize tonight that I’m not alone. Every single one of us has our own problems and it’s important for us to understand how to take these problems in. I’ll start going off with my problems.. this girl, lets name her... A. Last school year I had talked to her just a little and had hung out with her over the summer. We stopped talking when school started and she started to talk to around December. She’s amazing. I cannot begin to describe how completely dumbfounded I am by how idiotic we can be around each other. Talking to her, I felt complete and I just felt like there was no worry left in the world, because she is everything I could possibly ask for. I had asked her to come somewhere with me, she was open to the offer. A friend asked what I was doing over the weekend, told him I had plans with her. A’s ex who happens to be my not so friend overheard and told A that I had said I was going on a date with her. Worth noting they weren’t dating at the time. She believed him over me and I just gave it up there. She’s told me in the past that she’d never date me... it just kind of hurt she chose to believe him. We had a fieldtrip and she asked for me to sit next to her because her friend wasn’t going to be there that day, understandable. But after she heard of “what I said” she sits next to her ex, haha that’s great... fast forward to right now! I’m not so over her. One of her friends happens to be talking to me but I’m still not over her... her friend is way out of my league but is flirting with me(?) little scared... but she told me out of the blue she doesn’t want to date in highschool it’s good boys. I’m still not over her. Just trying to convince myself I am.