It’s weird being 24 and needing help walking and showering

Struggling max at 25 and it's kinda weird cause there is no specific cure and you don't know what will happen and the uncertainty is gloomy. I'm also at this age where people are settling down and reproducing but that part has a question mark right now for me. Weird feeling to tackle. I'm currently not in a relationship but the thought of it gives me major PTSD and this is sad to admit but my truth is I feel I'm not sure how will I find someone who'll stick with this baggage. I have to fight this. Any suggestion would be appreciated. I know it will pass and I'm stronger but I have this pitting feeling rn. I really appreciate this group and you guys! Hope everyone has a pain free day today xx

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