this past weekend... i got way too drunk at a wine valley beer party. made a fool of myself, got videos taken. did a swan dive from a stage, woke up with a sore chest and thighs. wife about to leave me the next day. told her i wouldnt drink after like 3 times in the past. made it 3 days not drinking. telling myself i could do it. if not for me.. then for her.. day 4.. felt like i had the flu going to bed... woke up violently shaking and squirming like if you had a 103 fever and someone thru a bucket of ice on you and you only wanted to get warmer. i kept telling my wife.. grab the stethoscope to check my temperature.i was hallucinating. everytime i was talking she kept saying "wtf are you saying". language seemed so clear as i spoke it but she couldnt hear me. i felt like i was throbbing. back bent and i kept saying help me. i remember hearing her say "your withdrawing, you need alcohole!" wife to the rescue. she fed me half a bottle of wine. 5 minutes later. my bed was wet with sweat. my body ached. but i was lucid.