Saw a persons snapchat story, all their friends were lined up around a table.. I immediately started bawling. I also want love, friendship.. But, life has been so shitty to me that I lost all that years ago.

I have a friend who already gave me the flight attendant idea haha It's something I still consider but I can't be one until I'm 21 so I will wait a bit and see.

And your gothic friend sounds so cool lol I have a kinda darkish side in me that I don't usually show but it has always shaped the way I view the world.

I'm bisexual, have I told you that before? I think I did, but idk... Well, I feel like I have this feminine and masculine energy in me and so there's a type of balance. I'm attracted to both sexes, but I prefer guys... I wanted to test out a relationship with that one girl but I didn't because I just didn't love her mind as much as I would have liked. We talked and talked but she wasnt who I wanted.

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