Not at all, I think all demographics are equally shitty. I think reddit, and this comes from more than a few years of observation and experience, has become something of an oasis for misogynists, racists, and bigots. It’s basically diet 8chany my guy.
I mean... I’m not trying to pick on you but I’ve glanced through your post and comment history... You’re very very very young and equally confused. I can only assume you’ve been mistreated or subject to some absolutely insane ideologies... female equality is not a bad thing, it’s a net positive for society. The fact that other people can say no to you only makes it more special and memorable when the ones you’ll inevitably meet sat yes. Sex isn’t about any one participant being better than the other, it’s about being complimentary. Be patient and you’ll understand when you get there but you absolutely can not force it. You have time and it’ll work itself out but you really need to find a healthy way to get this energy out. Highly recommend a martial art or calisthenics, the discipline will do you wonders, keep you healthy, and help with the self esteem and depression. Honestly late teens/early 20s kind of suck for most people. It’s a messy shot show of ideas and emotions. You’ll be a lot more grounded in your late 20s, things will get better. Just hang in there and fight that hate