Idk alone I feel like I never see anyone anymore. I wish could blame work but it's just fine and I just keep going on and on. I'm begining to suspect I'm too good at my current job to ever be promoted out of it. I know I should be doing more but like Us this it? Like just sit alone after work till I retire go on a vacation oneish a year alone to burn my PTO and just keep existing. I'm nearly always the one reaching out to my friend group, trying to set things up but they are always so busy I feel bad. Our group activities is basically impossible now and no one really wants to commit to doing it, and it feels like a waste of my time.

I feel like I wasted so much opportunity to form meningful relationships with people and now no one cares. Not even me.

I'm ok though it's probably just me needing to go sit on a beach. Thanks for reading, it means something it all means something.