I see the reversed Page of Swords as the lack of emotional self control I had before. The lack of being able to pause and look and think about things. It’s me, and my lack of thought before action makes things messy. Talking mad shit, because that’s what I do.

I see the reversed King of Swords as both of, not acting in line with the Universe. Both of us acting chaotic because we don’t know how else to act.

I see the reversed 8 of Cups as the Universe telling us we need to focus inward. That it’s forced us apart so we can care for ourselves.

The reversed 2 of Cups as a sign the connection isn’t dead entirely. But that it won’t be easy to fix. That it’s broken, on life support, but that it’s a soul bond, and there’s still love there.

I’m sort of confused about the Six of Cups here, but I know I’m getting this youthful vibe from both the Six of Cups and the Page of Cups beside it. He’s always talked about how much he loves my childlike view of the world, and as far as the solution being the Page of Cups, it feels like it’s returning to my truer self before anxiety and fear and all these dark things set in and are away at us and our connection.

Reversed Strength and the Four of Pentacles came out together as I was shuffling, so I used them both. I feel like I’m going to get what I want. I feel like the relationship is going to teach me how strong I am inside, remind me of that, and I think I am going to get my earthly rewards. Stability.