I’m 22 and I can tell u I’m not exactly what u think. I’m not popular enough and attractive enough to get much more than a glance or turn a few heads. I have a ponytail (half up-half down) and I genuinely work in my appearance (working out at home, dressing nicely etc.) People tell me I should be a model (family members) and that I’m genuinely one of the most attractive guys in the school (little brother) but when u live ur life like me it just doesn’t matter. Nothing can compare to the lack of self esteem I have and I am either blamed for not making any effort myself, or that it’s somehow someone else’s fault for not giving me any kind of empathy. Nobody is gonna look at you when ur too scary to approach. And I’m literally that guy. I sit in the corners, stay at home, and quite literally have no social life. I don’t want any advice that is about looking for who to blame. I don’t think anyone is evil, including myself. I just fail miserably at finding the will to socially interact with anyone, even if I desperately need it. I’m working with a therapist now, but I already skipped once and that was today (oops, doctors appointment got in the way!). I think I’ll be perfectly fine. I just gotta shake my life up a bit. Nobody at my school is gonna like me, and I’m just waiting for the next thing in life. I’ve kinda given up, but it’s okay since I’m a senior and will be gone soon.