The only thing that freaks my cat out a bit, is both my and his routine are vastly altered. He expects to be able to come in at night and find a place on the bed to sleep near me, even if I am passed out, almost always there when I wake up. So the first night, he isn't quite sure where to park himself - like what is with this no bed thing. He's becoming used to these runs so he is adjusting, by the second day he realizes that its pretty variable.

I'm not at all prone to paranoia. The only thing I've found is that I'm starting to not want to sell little tenths to neighbours who hear I bought some and just want to just buy a tenth.

I mean it's not much, but I bought half an eightball because that's what I want for the next 3-5 days. I don't want it chisled down by a third of a gram because of these little buys that they assume isn't all that much. I've already easily budgeted my purchase so the extra $20, 30 bucks reduces my cost, but it's the drug weight that matters.

Because I know that if near the end of the run, I'm thinking I really need a couple points to engineer an nice landing and they have been sold already, then it is a real fucking hassle for me to easily score those extra points with the contacts I have and the likelihood that the people who want a tenth here or there are almost never going to have it when I need it.

They all have much deeper local drug history/connects than I do so I think it's more convenience and perhaps impulse when somebody is close by.

I don't want to appear rude They are not strangers but I since they have different primary drugs of choice that I'm not interested it can't really ever be a trade-off of I'll sell you a tenth now, and the you can reciprocate when I want a little rock. I'm never going to want a little rock.

Anybody else have the same sort of feeling.