Self-reflection Saturday — October 09, 2021

This week I finally started going with my bestie to the gym. She handled and guided me in the most amazing way, I felt so safe and hopeful. When we were talking about the coming future I started crying. I can’t even express how much this all means to me. to have someone wanting to actively help me heal my body, to find self-acceptance, confidence and love by working with it rather than against it for the first time in my life. She made it seem so possible and made me feel so important and cared for. No focus on appearence, no focus on weight or food. No judgement. No cardio. And so adult. I love being an adult. I love her maturity. I love her.

When she drove me home she told me that of course wouldn’t let me continue if she saw me becoming more frail. She said,

”I want a gym buddy, not a dead buddy.”

and that was cute. She’s cute and I feel so lucky to have her in my life.

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