I’ve only ever told this story to my fiancé but here goes. Been dealing with depression and anxiety since 18( currently 26 ) and had recently moved out of state to college. There I continued to get more depressed as I am not a social person and have few friends. Started to consider suicide and did research. Finally had found the method I wanted to do and had planned my “last day” even made a video saying goodbye, well the time comes and I’m just sitting in my apartment alone, tearing up and scared. Then I hear a knock on my door and lo and behold it’s all my buddies wanting to hang out and eat, etc. I suddenly realize what the hell I was about to do and snap out of it so to speak as I’m suddenly just surrounded by my closest friends . I realized that people do care, and just being with people I love makes life worth living . Even just the small things like goofing off with friends . Looking back I still wonder what would have happened had my friends not knocked on my door.