I'm honestly laughing so hard at the lack of self reflection. So let me get this straight, you slept around with every asshole in town while using this dude for attention, then you reluctantly decided to get with him when none of the guys pumping and dumping you wanted you for more than a fuck and he showed he was willing to spend money on you and treat you undeservedly like a queen, and he bought you a house, a cat, and treats like you a queen and does everything you want him to without question...And after all that you try to frame it like he should be grateful that he "won something". I'm sorry, are you a prize? You're a used up solipsistic slut who thinks she's a prize. That's not a prize, he REALLY lost the game of life.