When I was like 8 or 9 years old, we had an indoors nanny (as in she had a room on the house and sleep there). She was mid 20's, or early 30's, and kinda attractive.

Thing is, I would go to her room when she went to bed and lay with her, playingm, cuddling, and stuff. I dont remember how things came to pass, but some day she was basically only in panties, we both on her bed and I could play with her tits all I wanted. And she was quite hot. This became something recurring, until she was laid off, dont know the reasons. She also used to tell me a lot of nasty stuff, like my father didnt love me, and stuff like that, dunno the reasons.

Maaaaaany years into the future, in my mid 30's, I had a psychologist girlfriend, who works in the national service for abused kids. We were one day talking about early sexual experiences, and when I tell her this, she basically began crying and telling me that this was a sexual abuse from her part. Now that I am an adult I know about and agree with the concept of statutory rape, in that doing sexual stuff with a child is an abuse regarless of consent from the kid, as he doesnt know what he is getting into.

When she told me and cried, I basically laughted, explaining it was more of a favor from her to me, than anything else, but she insisted, it was an abuse, because of the statuory stuff.

So, thats the first time I do the relation between that event and a possible abuse. Anyways, to this day, I still think it was a great thing to happen to me... I dont feel like I was abused in the least, I dont think I got any after-efects, and if given the chance to come back in time, I think I would like to happen the same thing again. I mean, it was basically the wet dream of any boy, doesnt it?