This will go unnoticed and I may get some hate, but I was 12, she was 19. My dad was a partier and an alcoholic and a general deadbeat and one night he threw a kegger at our house after work (he was a chef and an alcoholic and separated from my mom who was also a deadbeat and I chose to live with him bc my mom's bfs we're abusive to me). He let me drink whenever I wanted, and one of his guests took advantage of me. Kissed me. Placed my hands on her breasts and used my hands to make her orgasm. I thought it was awesome at the time. I was molested, and I get that. It just doesn't bother me that much. Nothing I can do about it. The thing that bothers me most is knowing she probably did this to other young boys. If anything, I knew what a clit was at 12. Lotta grown men still can't find it. So, at least I learned something.