I'm lucky to get a lot of positive reinforcement about how I look. What's weird though, is that we really can't see ourselves how other people do, so really I'm not sure if its just other people blowing smoke up my ass, and maybe a lot of girls get the same degree of compliments and remarks, etc. I don't really know what normal is in this regard.

I'm not super insecure about my physical looks, but I'm fairly concerned that I'm actually really difficult to like as a person. I've been told I have a "resting bitch face" and I don't come across as that friendly.

I'm just not happy go lucky at all. I love people and I like to have a good time. It was like I was born with this innate cynicism. People sense it. I'd like to be different, but it really feels like a defining aspect of my personality. I do believe I was born this way. My parents used to tell me that I was "born middle aged".