No it's okay, it actually feels good to talk to someone. We've been friends for a very long time, since sixth grade, I'm now a sophomore in college. My feelings for him have actually developed pretty recently, within the year. For a long time we lost touch (mostly throughout high school) and it wasn't until about June that we started talking again. What makes it complicated is that I'm a guy, and he's a guy, and it's just a hard situation to approach. He's actually admitted to me that he's had feelings for a guy before, and he told me this somewhat recently. What makes it confusing is the fact that we always text, pretty much everyday, and we hang out when we can. Either he'll come stay at my apartment on the weekends (like I said I'm a student) or I'll go home to hang out with him. A part of me feels like we're already together because of this. But he's never admitted any feelings to me and I've obviously never admitted mine to him. I'm afraid it's too late for anything to happen even if there is mutual interest, just because of how long I've waited.