[Serious] Redditors who don't really have anyone to confide in, how are you doing?

I've just moved country for 2 months on a placement for work, thinking it was the spur I needed and a fantastic opportunity. And it is. I've started going to the gym for the first time ever, my job is great.

But I'm really lonely. I don't speak the local language. I'm also stuck for money as I haven't got my first paycheck yet and having just graduated I'm broke. Sure, I've joined the gym, but I'm still fat. There's a meetup tonight from meetups.com but my anxiety is preventing me from going. My laptop broke and I can't afford a new one, and my phone is deteriorating. I'm just bored, broke and lonely and even though I'm taking positive steps to improve my health I'm still fat. I can feel my depression returning and I don't know what to do other than wait out the weekend just so I can go back to work so I have something to do. Then next weekend I'll do the same again; piss about on reddit and make excuses to avoid meetups.

I do have a SO and I miss her, but she's got a lot of problems at the moment and I feel like I'm nagging if I try to talk to her, and even more so if I want some support.

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