[Serious] Redditors who fucked up their life for good, what happened?

On phone atm. Was a national merit/held several club leaderships/rank 2 out of 564 during senior year of hs..then i stopped attending.I had never gotten a b in all my years. Yet since my family was in poverty ( we were in poverty and owed money my entire fucking life) and had no green card, I can only attend state college. Depressed me a lot.... I transferred during 2nd half of senior year.. I didn't bother applying to colleges.. My mom applied to a state college for me...

I started spending all my time on video games. Peaked at rank 2 season 1 on LoL, s2 #8. #12 s4 at 850 LP challenger. I didn't try going pro s1/2 because it was just a game then. I learn much faster than others but did not establish myself since I didn't play as often and did not want to join a team. Besides, I am toxic to everyone. Perhaps I was the most toxic in high elo when I did play actively. I have 0 friends online and often have times of anger. i contacted 1 lcs team s4 but he said i was too old. Was not interested in challenger tesms. Also tried a bunch of other games while skipping school. Assassin creed, dragon age, mass effect, final fantasy, sc2, diablo, skyrkm. I tried out about every popular offline game.

I just reached 24 and have already dropped out of college. Being working manual labor at markets and convenient stores. I call ppl sir repetitively. Like this: sir muffin for 35 cents more sir? Yes sir. 5.40 your total sir . the sir. Need a bag sir? Have a good day sir. So many regrets and could have beens. And u know what.. It's all gone. Anger blinded me from the other chances in life. And now that I am no longer angry, I am dead inside. Don't care about my pride or my life now :). It's bittersweet because you know what.. Death is no longer terrifying

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