[Serious] Teen with a broken penis

Hello people of reddit, the readers of this post will be the first people to know of the problem I currently am faced with. I am a 17 year old that was faced with the unfortunate reality of having a penile injury. I will lay out the past 5 months of my life since this has happened. So in August push led to shove and I found myself thrusting at a pillow on the back of my couch. (Just re-read my first couple of sentences and this seems like the perfect "troll" post, I really fucking wish I could say it was.) But any who, after about 20 seconds of trying something completely new (humping a pillow) I struck my unit on the back of the couch and soon after felt the pain. It started off quite dull and kind of forgot about it for the next couple of days. Then about 3 days later I realized my balls were a hue of black and blue and I had not gotten hard since. So I went into the bathroom that night and looked at the back of my johnson to see that there was a bump that felt like sponge. I figured it was nothing too serious and left it alone for about 2 weeks, still no erections. In September, I started my last year of high school (the injury happened in mid-August) and I noticed my penis had a big curve to it now as well as the bump on the back. I started to get really sad about it but brushed it off and hoped rest would help me out. Homecoming (which is a school dance for those who are not aware) was about a week away, I started to get super nervous/anxious/upset because I had still yet to have a 100% erection after a month of the injury. So I went to the dance, grinded with a girl, stayed as soft as a pillow and she soon left to dance with someone else which was super awkward. I got disappointed and left the dance early and had my dad pick me up while my friends went to parties and had a great time. My parents instantly began questioning me about why I wanted to go home, I just said I wasn't having fun and just hate school functions. Now, in January I have still yet to get a 100% hard on and the bump and bruises are still present. I have no idea what to do, I have kept this completely to myself for the past 5 months and it has made me borderline suicidal. I do not want to approach any sort of doctors because I would imagine the only repair can be done through surgery, which is not an option because money is tight and I won't want to place the financial burden on my parents. So here I sit in my room asking the people of Reddit. Any suggestions / or experiences with such issues would be GREATLY GREATLY appreciated, (dad just walked in my room and i quickly swapped tabs, few) I really am thankful if you got reading this far.... Thank you for your time (apologies for the horrific grammar)

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