You were raised by parents convinced of the teachings of a religion that provided, and continues to provide absolutely no evidence other than text in a book.

I pay you the compliment that you realise text on paper written in another language, that has been translated over and over by people who didn't know where the sun went at night, not to mention of whom wrote of talking animals, does not equate to anything other than completely unsubstantiated information and conjecture.

If you truly believe heaven exists then I strongly suggest you research what's human beings actually are, what is keeping us alive, and what happens to our bodies when we die. You will discover no information pertaining to a soul, life before death, or life after death.