Ya I find weed did the same thing to me, I sometimes talk all chopped up and ignore a person next to me from being so mush brained. I've been smoking for 9ish years. I was getting the weed from online

Some girls have been as attractive as her that were interested.

Yes thats what happened I felt like shit at the moment too I wasn't thinking striaght when I said that to her, no one should ever be told that. Im not sure maybe they would have.

I had my own place that I got for uni with a couple roommates.

I haven't had a hotter chick since, I haven't been trying to date anyone recently I have been trying to self improve and establish my self financially before I get into another serious relationship.

If I go back I wish I never made her feel as unappreciated as I did, If she messaged me now I don't think a relationship with her would work as much as I enjoyed her company. I've had hotter chicks before like a girl I once was in a relationship looked like Taylor hill.