[Serious] What is the worst day you've ever had?

The day I found out that my live in boyfriend of over three years was into child porn. It was terrible. I found out he was on a few dating sites, while we were living together so I decided to further investigate. Turns out he had been living a completely separate life online through the "dark web". I took a few days to figure out what I wanted to do (and sometimes still question if what I did was the right thing) I continued on with the relationship in hopes of having complete transparency from here on out. He got rid of his cell phone, the primary source of where he was getting his porn from, he purchased a phone that is linked with a tablet here at home. He of course denied all at first and then finally came clean about things that I knew. He admitted this was something he became interested in and said he wanted help. I threatened to send everything to the police, went to his mother with the information that I had and enlisted her help, we were a family... I will still never know if he got help simply because he was caught or if he truly wanted it. He's been in therapy for a few months and while we still live together (and both Reddit...sorry if you read this) I believe him that the images are separate from what he was actually interested in, meaning I do not think it was more than viewing the images... saying this out loud for the first time is difficult, I question if I did the right thing constantly by continuing our relationship and continuing to be a family. I have since caught him in random lies about things he claims not to remember. He's been attending therapy weekly and on the day I confronted him with everything I knew he tried to admit himself to a hospital. He has followed through with the promise of therapy, things have become better in our relationship than they were a year ago. I have lost family members to death, gotten divorced, experienced heartache here and there over the course of my 32 years, but this day is still truly the worst day I have ever had. I am sure I need therapy but have not invested the time or money, I have become most concerned with him getting help which he's followed through with. I am sad that I didn't find these things out sooner in our relationship and ignored my intuition that told me to look, that begged me to search for something, I pushed those thoughts away and continued on since I thought we were happy. I thought us moving in together would fix any of the mistrust or trust issues I seemed to have that stemmed from other bad relationships. Overall, I am glad I finally listened to my intuition. My family is intact for now but because of the intensity of the issue, I struggle daily with my own worries and have developed and awful lot of depression and anxiety.

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