I was feeling more depressed than usual, so i was on edge. I got home from my first day of college and saw my mom had been cleaning so i asked her if she needed any help, and she said not at the moment, but she'd call me when she did. So i said okay and went to my room. My dad barged in hollering at me on how selfish i am and how I dont care about anyone in the house because i left my mom to clean on her own and he just went in two or more different things and on and on, and this broke me because i tried to explain to him that i asked her and she said no, and my mom didnt say anything to back me up and i got so angry i started having an anger/panic attack in front of my dad crying and yelling trying to get him to acknowledge the fact that im trying my best (im assuming he was just lettin out his stress and anger on me cuz he just does that, idk) and i couldnt take it anymore cuz i cudnt breathe and my face fell asleep from how hard i was breathing trying to get him to listen to me as a person and he yelled at me that "My only job in life is to follow his orders" so i ran to my room and closed the door, and then he yelled even louder about how all i do is just stay in my room and do nothing and then he yelled for me to get out of the room and clean the house and yeah i know this doesnt really seem that big of a deal, but like for someone whos not exactly in the best mental state, with parents who refuse to acknowledge it for the sake of having a perfect family, this was a really fucking big deal especially since my mom was standing there when i collapsed on the floor in tears of anger and frustration and she didnt say ANYTHING to back me up and she let my dad just destroy me.