[Serious] What's a secret you will take to the grave but don't mind telling on the internet?

My mom was killed in a car accident my junior year and my dad died of cancer seven months later when I was in my senior year. I have two sisters one was in the grade ahead of me and the other in the grade ahead of her. I harbor the some resentment towards the fact that one got to have them both at her gradation and the other at least got to at least have me dad. Mostly I just remember feeling empty at my own graduation. I remember seeing everyone gathering with their parents, receiving flowers, taking pictures, while my family the did show up rushed out to beat traffic. I related to this too much to not say anything. You are not alone. I hope you find whatever it takes to make you feel whole again.

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