I was hit by a depression late teenage, which is almost 10 years by now and since a few years back I've started going into therapy and stuff to recover from it. I have really worked hard to recover and really improved myself.

But sometimes I just think its pointless and that it's already to late. I don't have an education after primary school and I've never had a real job. I don't have and don't know how to write a CV. I've lost most of my friends and I've never been in a relationship.

And even if I try improve my situation further I struggle to see the outcome and questioning myself if it's all worth it. But I don't really want to go in the opposite direction either so I guess I'll just have to keep going.