I do have a faith in absolute good and evil, more of a platonic faith which I view more sincere than a bible, but anything to objectify oneself and appreciate and respect other consciousnesses or souls , is what makes us human.

Netflix just released a lot of serial killer crap which bugs me. What bugs me more is how women wrote love letters to serial killers vs the killers themselves.

For what it's worth I revolt against crap like that....

I'm doomed most likely to have the paladin virtue because nihilism, I'm very bad at, although I think I get it to a point, it's not delved into or sensical of the "opposite".

Because nothingness is at the core of nihilism which first hand existence is contradictory thereof.