[Shirobako Spoilers] Great Scenes in Anime: A Legend's Advice in Shirobako

I'll do my best to break down why people get emotional about the ending of Shirobako:

[Major Shirobako Spoilers](/s "Shizuka's conflict had a great deal of buildup that was handled with a very light touch for most of the show. In the early episodes, we see her working hard to improve and watch her stumble a few times, but it's at the show's halfway point that her struggle gains weight for the viewer. By the end of episode 14, each of the other girls has made some sort of forward move in their career - Aoi has become production desk, Ema has resolved some of her initial insecurities as an animator, Mii has quit her unfufilling CGI job, and Rii has become an employee at Musani. As the auditions for voice actors come to a close, Director Kinoshita suggests including Zuka in the cast, and we expect that this will be the final move that brings all five of the girls together to achieve their dream.

Instead, Shirobako greets us with a more sobering reality: Zuka is quietly dismissed as a candidate due to her lack of experience. The show subverts our expectations of the narrative in a way that's going to feel painfully familiar to anyone who has been turned away from a job they thought they were "meant" to have. There is little ceremony or drama involved in her dismissal: Aoi isn't even present to defend her friend (and realistically couldn't make a difference even if she was), and there's not much argument from the director about the choice, either.

The scene is a stark reminder that we're not as special as we think, and that in life, we're constantly going to be fighting an uphill battle against other talented people who want the same things we do. Zuka's status as a member of the main cast doesn't change the reality of her situation as a rookie. Furthermore, the show's deviation from what seemed like such a clear-cut direction adds an element of uncertainty to all the events that follow. We can no longer trust that the main characters will be able to find a direct solution to the difficulties they face, which adds tension and credibility to the material.

Shortly afterward, when the other girls meet up with Zuka at the restaurant where she works part-time, the revelation comes about that she is the only one of them who will not be working on Third Aerial Girls Squad. After she mentions failing her audition and all of her friends have to tell her that they will be working on it together, we see Zuka immediately try to put on a brave face. She deflects the issue, focusing instead on how it was the first time she was asked to also read another part, and how that means she's still making some sort of progress toward her dream. We can hear the forced tone in her voice, however, and we can briefly see the reflection of the light shift in her eyes, suggesting that she's fighting back tears even while she tries to make the best of the situation. None of her friends are fooled, but it doesn't make Zuka's effort any less real. Zuka's strength as a person and commitment to optimism as she watches her dream run away from her are what make her endearing as a character.

Seeing Zuka's strength in this moment makes it heartbreaking to watch her wear down in later episodes. When Aoi brings some of the new staff Musani has hired to the place Zuka works, she begins to introduce Zuka as a voice actress, but Zuka interrupts her by gently placing a hand on her shoulder. Zuka doesn't actually say anything to Aoi here, but her meaning comes across clearly. She is starting to give up hope.

In its last few episodes, the show completely pulls back the mask on Zuka's depression. We see her drinking alone in the dark at home, the only light in the room coming from her television. She's watching the voice actress who beat her in her first audition describe her wildly successful career, complaining about how busy she is now that she's made it. Zuka mutters that she'd trade with her, and then continues to drink. After suffering nothing but disappointment and humiliation since the start of her career, and after watching each of her friends take definitive steps toward achieving their dreams, Zuka's strength and positivity have finally been exhausted.

And yet, for as much as it hurts to watch, the scene helps to finish humanizing Zuka as a character. We've known up to this point that she's been putting on a front, but this is finally the point that we see her at her most vulnerable, caught up in her feelings of self-doubt and hopelessness. These feelings are familar to many who have been unemployed or stuck working an unfulfilling job for an extended length of time. After seeing how hard she's worked throughout the show, watching these emotions get the better of Zuka in this moment feels both tragic and real.

While Shirobako is undeniably an optimistic show, this scene is an excellent example of the sense of fatigue that tinges its positivity, and that fatigue is what makes the show feel poignant rather than merely sentimental. For as cruel as the show's treatment of Zuka seems, it can't afford to spare her. If the narrative doesn't confront the realities of the working world, the takeaway of the situation for Zuka and the viewers who relate to her will ultimately be less meaningful.

This is the buildup that makes viewers emotional at the end of the show, when Zuka finally gets a small role working on Third Aerial Girls Squad. It's the culmination of what I take Shirobako's message to be: life is full of hardships, but passion and hard work will have meaning and value regardless. Zuka doesn't get exactly where she wants to be - she's only participating in a single scene, and her future as a professional voice actress is still filled with uncertainty. But we've seen her at her best and worst, and knowing how much effort she's put in allows us to appreciate just how much this small chance means to her. It gives her the hope to continue, and as far as Shirobako is concerned, that's the most important thing we can have in the adult world. Seeing this expressed so gracefully through a character who we likely recognize a bit of ourselves in is a genuinely emotional experience.")

Hopefully that helps to clarify things some. Shirobako is one of my favorite shows, and while I know not everyone is going to like it as much as I did, I think its execution does truly set it apart from most others.

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