Shooting at the mosque down Deand avenue in Christchurch

I don't know how to say this without being completely insensitive. But the video was not as horrific as I expected opening it. I saw some shit posted right here on ¨askreddit¨ comment section like 2 years ago and it broke me as a human being and made me pray for the first time in my life despite being the utmost atheist incase any superhuman being was out there listening. I don't regret seeing it but I would recommend staying away from anything similar forever. Because unless you wanna become like me completely desensitized and fucked up.

I went into it a bit scared thinking it would fuck me up again but I watched 17min and it was like watching a dull afternoon sitcom. The video in question that made me this way was a young girl named Katey Nicole Davis who took her own life on livestream, no fear no hesitation, she somehow had no natural instinct to fight to live and had just accepted slow painful death.

IDK if this is just noncomprehensive autsitic-like unrelated rambling due to alcohol I've had but unless you truly wanna see what real life can be like in some cases, just stay away from it.

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