Dude I was were exactly in the same place as you are 2 years ago, I droppped university, a carreer I had long dreamed of which was Digital Animaton. I was in such a dark place because I felt it wasn´t worth it, that life wasn´t worth it and that I had no one to fight for. My divorced parents tried to help but the only one who can help you is yourself. I stopped smoking now after heavily smoking everyday and you have no idea how much I regret quitting university. I feel so sad because I had an amazing oportunity and I let it go just for being stupid. Fuck weed man it had my mind so clouded that I couldn´t think straight. I just saw everyone smoking and making jokes about weed that I never took it seriously. Now Im working a shit job with almost no salary because of my past decisions. Dont be me. Dont quit. Stop smoking it doesnt matter what it takes. Dont waste time, your future self is going to be dissapointed. Fight like a man, fight for me and everyone else who can´t go back in time. Redeem all of us.