I'm lonely as well. After my girlfriend kept telling me she wants to marry me and have kinds with me and move to another country together I felt I love with her and I proposed to her. After a year I quit my job and move to another country. She was supposed to join me after a few months only to find myself after one month dumped in a foreing country with now friends. Couldn't handle the depression and had to return to my country. No job no girlfriend no apartment. And I'm 35. So yeah I know how you feel and I sort of have doubts on women telling me they want family and kids. Again, not that I doubt you, not talking about you here. like I said you are still young and will be fine once you overcome you depression.