i feel you dude, i'm super anxious in general, weed seemed to help to some extent, i mean some nights i'd have a shitty high and sometimes i would just have no anxiety anymore and feel great, but it mainly made me feel content with things, which is what really appealed to me in the first place. kind of went on a week-ish "binge" or alc + xanax ( really stupid in retrospect but didn't harm me, only feel like i wasted all those precious benzos for the weed.. ), so had some tolerance with that week i guess, but i took 1.5mg and smoked up after a two month t-break ( being normally daily smoker ) and daaaaaaamn. can't say i remember much now of it now but i can say it was close, if not the highest i had ever been, in an intense kind of way, expected to feel super sleepy and/or just way more chilled than usual, nope, i got super deep in thought, which i normally don't have, i normally get really retarded and slow, there, it's like every single thought in my head was looping itself into something that was, at the time, making perfect sense, like i had some kind of knowledge epiphany about nothing in particular and i felt hyperactive as fuck, i felt really really smart lol, i just wanted to get up and do things, everything, when usually i'm just a lazy fuck, i've never done more than the weed/alc/benzo shenanigans and don't know what coke feels like, other than descriptions, but holy shit that night really felt like i didn't have weed but something else, or my anxiety has been blocking "good" weed experiences all along and i hadn't been aware, i mean, smoking everyday doesn't help the tolerance factor but that can't be just tolerance right? the next day i smoked up without the xan and it was nothing like it, just the usual kind of high.