in the past i often looked for "tobacco flavored" eliquid too because i was still missing cigarettes sometimes ... that is until i tried a cigarette months later and realized the real thing was no longer appealing (too harsh/gross) since my lungs had healed by switching to vaping.

But anyways during my tobacco ejuice phase I tried https://houseofliquid.com/ they are kinda pricey and their bottles suck, oh and they are sloppy sometimes forget a bottle of juice you ordered. But they use tobacco leaf extract or w/e inside the ejuice... so probably not 100% safe for you but a good middleground i guess.

I tried cigarillos. it was alright, a lighter tobacco like marlboro lights. I would suggest you try one of their stronger "cigar" flavor since you like reds. In the end nothing will mimick the harshness of actual burning chemicals of a cigarette though, but at the end of the day maybe these tobacco ejuice will help you stick to vaping long enough for your lungs to heal (then realize how unappealing real cigs are)