Is snorting molly worth it

I did this one time before a rave. I was at an Airbnb with 5 or so friends dancing having fun before calling an Uber to head to the rave. We were just drinking but then someone brought out ecstacy, crushed it, then started snorting it. I was offered some and in my naive state and I said OK. Fast forward to the rave. We are approaching the first gate where they scan your ticket. I am so fucked up I can't manage to open up my email on my phone for them to scan the QR code. For some reason my only thought was to rush past the guy and run inside. I didn't make it very far. I was tackled and brought to the medical tent outside to stop the bleeding I had incurred. I'm beyond fucked up but coming in and out of consciousness. I told my friends to go ahead I'll be inside shortly. I leave the medical tent after some time and approach the gate again. This time the security who stopped before is there and he won't let me in even though I'm showing him my ticket. My friends are inside having a blast and I'm sitting on a curb thinking of a way to get in. I circle the perimeter of the rave and I find this gate I can hop with no security. I'm able to get over this gate and make my way on the grounds. I'm so nervous and excited that I'm now running toward the big entrance door. All I have to do is act natural and walk in like everyone else. NOPE. I'm in a full out Sprint and I end up running right through this girl and we both fall to the ground. I then wake up back at the medical tent with the same security guard. Hes clearly pissed at me (rightly so) and eventually leaves me with the medical guy. At this point I'm just over it all. So I end up walking something like 10-15 miles back to the Airbnb. Keep in mind it's midnight on New Years in the Arizona desert. I'm shirtless and I'm just walking like a zombie. I remember even walking in the rocks along side a freeway. Some how some way I make it back to the Airbnb with no direction at all. It's now like 7 AM and all my friends are asleep in the house. I don't want to disturb anyone so I just fall asleep on the ground. I use a big ass rug on the ground as a blanket. I'm just laying there unable to sleep until my friends wake up and we go get breakfast. They all tell me how worried they were about me..... It was one horrible experience. I paid for the Airbnb and a rave ticket I didn't even get to use, missed Adventure Club, and had a trek around a city I know nothing about. I still get embarrassed thinking about.

Moral of the story: Don't snort Ecstacy.

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