At some point in your childhood, you and your friends went outside to play together for the last time, and nobody knew it.

This just wrecked me. Actually, it was the quote about not knowing the last time you'll pick up your child.

Ive been separated from my wife for a week or so, and we had this huge fight today, and all I had to do was apologize, but all I did was get defensive. Ive pushed her away so many times, and I hate myself for it.

I'm staying in her friends house, and my son is with his mom.

He's having a hard time at school, and it's partly, maybe completely my fault. The uncertainty and instability is affecting him, and I feel responsible for tearing my family into shreds.

I'm alone in this unfamiliar house, miles away from my loved ones who I just keep hurting, and I can't keep the bitter, wretched tears from the coming.

I am so alone, and it's my fault.

I dont know the last time I hugged my wife. It feels like ages.

My doctor prescribed me ativan for anxiety and insomnia. I haven't used it much, but I did earlier and it hasn't done anything.

This morning...like 20 hours ago morning, it was raining, and I was i the way to work and taking an unfamiliar way, because I don't know the area where I'm staying, cars backed up in front of me, going downhill, and they hit their brakes really hard and I couldn't avoid them I barely scuffed their bumper, and they said they weren't worried about it and just moved on. It cracked some of my front grill though, and my left front turn light stopped working, and there's a warning light in the dash now.

I needed to take our dog to the vet later that morning, and as I was leaving there, I was In left turn lane, and someone turned so late, that they ended up turning across in front of me into the right turn lane next to me, and i was certain I was going to get hit. I had the dog in the car and she was in the passenger floor, and I was terrified she would be hurt and I couldn't stop it in time.

It's just been a really bad day. And it's nearly all my own fault.

I'm sorry, world, for being such a letdown. I truly am trying to do well, but maybe that's the saddest part of all. That this is what happens, even when I'm trying. I'm so sorry.

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