OP your formatting is off. For the sake of everyone reading this:

Being circumcised as an infant is a terrible thing. I found that to move past the trauma you have to accept it for what it is and start doing something about it. It is the only way to heal.

Take pride in the fact that you accept the truth, many circumcised men bury their trauma deep within themselves. They bury it so deep that they believe there was no trauma at all. Some bury it so deep even they support that same trauma being inflicted on others. By accepting the harsh truth, you are a real fucking man. You are not like the fucking cowards who refuse to accept the harsh reality.

So, one thing that has really helped me with the restoring process is treating it like an exercise in discipline and mindfulness. I’ve essentially been using Andre’s method so far; only manual. I feel as though the fact that I have the discipline to tug for at least 30ish minutes a day gives me a confidence boost. So try not to feel too bad about being circumcised as a baby, I know it really really sucks but you should take solace in the fact that you accept the truth. Peace.