Hey man. Sorry I took so long to respond, I fell asleep not long after posting that thread.

Not sure where to start really. I don't really feel like I have any true friends in college. Like I have people who I'll talk to when I'm in lessons and that I'll chat with if I see them walking around, but no one who actually wants to spend time with me outside of college or even chat with me outside of college. I also think I've just started to crush on one of those friends, which like I suggested is kinda ironic because about two years ago they were into me but I wasn't into them (go me lol). We don't really talk these days as much as we did back then so I really doubt she's still into me at all. I feel like an ugly mofo which I know isn't exactly anything unique to me but doesn't change that that's how I feel.

Just to be clear though I don't have depression or any kind of mental disorder. At least not a diagnosed one but I don't think I have one. I just feel like absolute shit like this sometimes, but it's been happening more often recently.

Thanks for reaching out as well man, appreciate it :)