I don't know, want to play therapist and figure it out with me? =(

Maybe the problem might come from my parents and childhood. My father was raised without video games & the internet, he was very poor, worked his ass off to make a ton of money. While me on the other hand was raised with all those distractions, especially with crpgs.

So this guy's comment might have caused a trigger within me, since it reminded me of my excitement when I first played Baldur's Gate, and after that buying every damn crpg known to man. But the cost of building my addiction made me see that the short term pleasure isn't so great.

But then again I don't ever have to worry about money, yet I know not many are as fortunate and can just get addicted, and not worry about the future. So maybe my problem is I feel bad that other gamers might later go through hard times, while I never have too?? Maybe I'm just playing Devil's Advocate or something??