I would also like to give you my world view.

This is that of one could observe every single bit of information from the moment the universe was conceived then they could predict everything. This means our lives were going to happen like this no matter what. our lives are less than a single blink of an eye in relation to the universes age. And are influence is non existent in a universe whose size is incomprehensible. Our lives don’t matter in the slightest

However,

Since our lives won’t affect the universe in a meaningful way we can do what ever we damn well please cause it was going to happen anyway.

I should note that this doesn’t mean rob a bank since that would close a lot of opportunities that would allow you the precious happinesses you strive for.

Nor am I saying live is pointless and we should all kill ourselves.

Suicide is the cowards way out.

It is pointless and unproductive and like robbing a bank closes future doors and opportunities for happiness.

You might not be able to see the light at the end of the dark dark tunnel you are currently in. But that’s because the tunnel isn’t straight.

And that light at the end is just around the bend.