Damn I felt the same way about someone I met recently. It was like I was under his spell and wanted to do everything and anything to please him. The issue is that you’ve put him on this pedestal. Don’t do that. See him as the flawed human being that he is.

Me being the petty person that I am, I tried to fuck with his head the way that he fucked with mine so that I could take back some of my power and yes, it did bring some satisfaction. Don’t do what I did though, because karma is a bitch. Take back your power by just focusing on yourself. Let the universe take care of him, because people who treat others like shit will have shit things done back to them.