Is there any way you could homeschool? I really feel for you. I had major social anxiety through all of school, no friends, teachers were horrible and I was completely alone too.

I was motivated to learn but homeschooling wasn’t an option for me. In the end I forced myself to finish school, basically just by showing up most of the time and doing the homework. I stayed completely silent while I was there unless asked a question and never ate/used the bathroom all day. So it took a toll mentally but honestly now that I’m in my twenties it is so much easier just to have that final exam done and have the education behind me. I would have regretted it if I didn’t finish because it has made life easier.