Sorry for being vulgar, but how would you masterbate with dysphoria being a thing? (MTF btw)

Lol I mostly don't masturbate. My libido is very low and I can't reach orgasm anyway, so what's the point? Yet I still consume a lot of porn, and maybe once a week or so I feel the urge to grind against a pillow. That way I get a vague nice feeling in the genital region but without directly touching them, seeing them, or even taking off my undies. I can pretend in my mind that I've got a dick and I'm thrusting it into someone, but not for very long, because, well, I don't actually have a dick and it feels wrong.

Can't put into words just how much over the years I've wished I could have a dick and jack off like a normal guy instead of being broken and unable to experience one of the most basic human pleasures

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