Yeah buts in confusing as shit for me because I feel it kind of changes each week. Like Nott has always been there Caleb emotionally and physically when he needed her but he turns to Beau for that emotional support not Nott. What I have a hard time following is who is Caleb’s emotional center everyone seems to have with a majority actually being Jester (Fjord, Beau and Yasha) and Jesters being Beau. I feel like he’s trying to juggle all three but it just comes to me as confusing like he values Jesters opinion the most even though she knows literally zero about what he actually did but not Beau’s even though she is getting closer and she actually sees the good in him and she knows his dark past. I don’t know man I’m so damn confused right now because I feel like he has 3 people all trying to play the same role in his life but he can’t decide which one he wants.