This explains where I'm at pretty nicely. Went from nofap to here. I actually came on this sub to ask how to prevent wet dreams when I saw your post which answered exactly that question, so thank you.
I've never heard of orgasm without ejaculation though, that's a new and interesting concept. Is it possible to learn this power? Not from a nofapper I suppose. Its an SR legend.
Alright but subtle movie references aside, I'd like to learn how to transmute my sexual energy. Any good sources you could point me to for starting out? I guess meditation would be a good start but everytime I try to practice it I can never really get into it. I'm not sure if it's more practice I need or just a different approach altogether.