Great post. Here's a crappy summary, because I like trying to summarize things (still editing):
Being my own boss is the most rewarding thing I've ever experienced. I couldn't imagine ever going back to work for someone. It does have its downsides too -- like my staff complaining that I make bad scheduling decisions, that they shouldn't have to work out in the cold, or that it's like slavery that I ask them to complete a task in full before they clock out for the day. It's just like what I used to say about my bosses. Now I see it from the other side. Everything is done for a reason, even if they don't see it. Every dollar spent is crucial and wasting it is literally taking food from my table. I feel like I have to fight with them constantly to keep them on task. Funny, just today one of them told me he isn't coming into work because he is too mentally exhausted at 11:00am after having to put on a spare tire and taking the other in to be patched. They cut out early yesterday because it was too cold out but didn't tell me until after they were both home. Situations like this make it very difficult to schedule new work. So I'm battling with finding new work AND my staff to make it all mesh, and they wonder why I'm short with them from time to time.