Well he's my fiance so I definitely feel like my life partner, MY person! We're usually very open with each other and have good communication. But I dont think I've properly told him how innate being submisisve is to me with the sex I have and want to have.

I'm poly and we've been partially open (ENM) but not to other males. Its a decussion I working up to having with him about the freedom to have another relationship with someone who will be my Dom. We kept the relationship open since the beginning because he said he never wanted to limit me and understood there where things he couldnt provide to always satisfy me.

My hang up is that he has been honest too, he has always been in monogamous relationship before us. So we have the current boundary because thats a limit for him.

Recently one of his friends girlfriend's hooked up with me at a hotel we were all at for a wedding and the two of them walked in on us. I would have continued with all of us, sucked the friend off or let him fuck me as I ate out his girlfriend. But sadly the girl got shy, feel thrown off a bit by the intrusion so we both put our clothes back on.

My fiance said hes ok with me getting dp with him being one of them but I still haven't been with any men since him. So he's totally off put by me being with a guy.. but it's the separate individual relationship that I'm really unsure of his okness about but is something I want.