I still miss her

i'm sorry dude, i understand where you are coming from, letting yourself being used and abused because you love them, or you simply have nothing else and your life is empty and meaningless without people or a friend to care, and the person keeps kicking you and pushing until you can't take it anymore, it makes it worse if you do love them, because they must know what they are doing to you.

i don't have any tips for you apart from the obvious, but no words will help as they are just words. right now, you need to look after yourself and try not to be alone 100% of the time, just being around other people fir a short while will take your mind off her for a few hours.

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