Still shaking from the verbal abuse abuse I was subjected to by a frothing mombie

I figured that would cause a lot of trauma/pain downstairs and that a doctor would some how notice.

Doctors don't really look up inside you when you're a little kid unless directed by the parents or law enforcement.

I mean... did she ever tell you why she did it?

LOL no.

The kittens were dead already... right?

*Kitten, not kittens. She wrung its neck beforehand.

Is she in prison for this?

No. As I have said, when I told people she was abusive, even if I mentioned her relatively benign actions such as waking me up in the middle of the night to scream at me, the changing facial expressions thing, or even if I just described her general bitchiness to others, they wouldn't believe me. My mom had a very PTA friendly, sugar sweet outward personality. Sometimes she was even a good mom for a few days or hours, during which time I would forgive her completely. She is a failed actress, very beautiful, and white. Most importantly, she is a (cis) woman and a mother. Nobody wants to believe she is a bitch.

Plus, she had been telling outsiders how "imaginative"/mentally ill I was pretty much since the day I was born. She told lies/justifications/stories in advance to others in order to cover her tracks, so that if I complained about a specific event, other people had heard her side of the story first and they wouldn't believe my interpretation of events.

Have you ever done "repressed memory therapy" by any chance (I'm not suggesting you do)?

I don't remember this whole event from start to finish, I only remember chunks of it. I have had memories of her abusive behavior come back in flashes like in repressed memory therapy but not this particular event, and I've never had repressed memory therapy.

I mean... I have so many questions

Yeah I think I'm done answering questions. I don't blame you for thinking I was a troll (this is after all the Internet), but I can sort of tell by your posts that you haven't really been in an abusive relationship before.

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