Why are we going after a lady that just lost her son? Like holy shit. We get it, she messed up, the only reason she made this post was because she feels so much remorse. Why are we gonna talk to her like this? I agree with the person above, she should go out and try to do some good in the world and make her life meaningful. I feel like losing a son/daughter is probably the most painful thing a human being can feel and in the way she has experienced where her actions are directly correlated to his death must be just that much worse. There's no need to talk all this shit to her, she's already in too much grief. OP if you read this, just understand if you truly learned something from all of this just stop taking those pills and go out and do some good in the world. That's all you can do. You'll meet people and be able to make your life meaningful again