Story Time - Week of December 07, 2015

Oh I get that, and I honestly know that myself, but that's not something you can do 180 on even if you logically understand it. Not to mention I probably didn't word it completely correctly. I didn't exactly freak out. From the way she said it it seemed like she didn't want to have anything to do with me, so I just asked why're we playing games if there's no future. She was the one doing most of the freaking out, saying that I'm pushing her (which is understandable, but not true, like I said I just wanted my endgame intentions to be as clear as possible, even if I take on the role of a shoulder to cry on for a time. Turns out I just misunderstood so I backed out and tried calming her down, which sort of seemed to work for a while. I mean, of course I get she's going through some horrible shit and I don't want to push her, but I think she deserves the same level of honesty I got from her, but she kept telling me her putting all her thoughts on me is justified by what she's going through. And I've been that way way too many times before. Sitting there, listening to girls telling me how horrible their partner / ex is, thinking "fuck, why are you telling ME this, I liked you for years and you never gave me a chance"... I've got a lot of problems with myself, but it's one thing speaking about them on Reddit and another how I act in real life. I try to let people know who I am beforehand an then keep my crazy to a minimum, because I think it's not fair to have them deal with it, just good for them to know why I might do something silly at the heat of the moment. I'm almost boringly logical about stuff otherwise, because I don't much care for where my emotions take me if I let them.

In any case I didn't mean to come across as rash neither, just speaking my mind. I'm fine, just wasn't that happy about it all yesterday. Left s bad taste in my mouth.

Thanks and have a great day!

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