went out with some people from gym that led to a couple events that really did not make me feel great about myself so i chose a rando to make out with who seemed sweet.

i chatted with the girl who created the situations that did not make me feel great and explained why it was kind of a dick move and she apologized so we good. i know she didn't mean it maliciously, she was just drunk and not thinking things through.

i did find out i had been chatting with someone that this other girl has a huge crush on so she was sending him eye daggers while we were talking, which is funny bc he doesn't seem interested at all, it was just chats.

a new crush was reinforced bc he was the only one to appreciate a joke i made. i don't actually know enough about him to crush, but he's v hot while still looking kinda nerdy (though i am discovering he is actually not v nerdy at all) and actually wait i told him about this sub why am i mentioning him here whatever he's not gonna read this.